3am, a visit

Notes on motherless mothering. It has been very hard to write this. As if there is no energy left for it. My first night with my daughter it is just the two of us. I hold her all night. I … Continued

Cooking Ghosts

In 2011-12 I made a show about my mother. It didn’t start that way, but her story took hold. She committed suicide in 1988, when I was 15. I hedged around the subject matter for a long time but finally … Continued